Hush, Hush Chapter 14

CHAPTER 14
I GOT BACK TO THE FARMHOUSE SHORTLY BEFORE EIGHT. I turned my key in the lock,
grabbed the doorknob, and shoved my hip against the door. I’d called my mom a few hours before
dinner; she was at the office, tying up a few loose ends, not sure when she’d be home, and I expected to
find the house quiet, dark, and cold.
On the third shove, the door gave way, and I hurled my handbag into the darkness, then wrestled with
the key still jammed in the lock. Ever since the night Patch came over, the lock had developed a greedy
disposition. I wondered if Dorothea had noticed it earlier in the day.
“Give—me—the—dumb—key,” I said, jiggling it free.
The grandfather clock in the hall ticked on the hour, and eight loud dongs reverberated through the
silence. I was walking into the living room to start a fire in the woodburning
stove when there was the
rustle of fabric and a low creak from across the room.
I screamed.
“Nora!” my mom said, throwing off a blanket and scrambling into a sitting position on the sofa. “What
in the world’s the matter?”
I had one hand splayed across my heart and the other flattened against the wall, supporting me. “You
scared me!”
“I fell asleep. If I’d heard you come in, I would have said something.” She pushed her hair off her face
and blinked owlishly. “What time is it?”
I collapsed into the nearest armchair and tried to recover my normal heart rate. My imagination had
conjured up a pair of ruthless eyes behind a ski mask. Now that I was positive he wasn’t a figment of
my imagination, I had an overwhelming desire to tell my mom everything, from the way he’d jumped
on the Neon to his role as Vee’s attacker. He was stalking me, and he was violent. We’d get new locks
on the doors. And it seemed logical that the police would get involved. I’d feel much safer at night with
an officer parked on the curb.
“I was going to wait to bring this up,” my mom said, interrupting my thought process, “but I’m not sure
the perfect moment is ever going to present itself.”
I frowned. “What’s going on?”
She gave a long, troubled sigh. “I’m thinking about putting the farmhouse up for sale.”
“What? Why?”
“We’ve been struggling for a year, and I’m not pulling in as much as I’d hoped. I’ve considered taking a
second job, but honestly, I’m not sure there are enough hours in the day.” She laughed without any trace
of humor. “Dorothea’s wages are modest, but it’s extra money we don’t have. The only other thing I can
think of is moving into a smaller house. Or an apartment.”
“But this is our house.” All my memories were here. The memory of my dad was here. I couldn’t
believe she didn’t feel the same way. I would do whatever it took to stay.
“I’ll give it three more months,” she said. “But I don’t want to get your hopes up.”
Right then I knew I couldn’t tell my mom about the guy in the ski mask. She’d quit work tomorrow.
She’d get a local job, and there’d be absolutely no choice but to sell the farmhouse.
“Let’s talk about something brighter,” Mom said, pushing her mouth into a smile. “How was dinner?”
“Fine,” I said morosely.
“And Vee? How’s she recovering?”
“She can go back to school tomorrow.”
Mom smiled wryly. “It’s a good thing she broke her left arm. Otherwise she wouldn’t be able to take
notes in class, and I can only imagine how disappointing that would have been for her.”
“Ha, ha,” I said. “I’m going to make hot chocolate.” I stood and pointed over my shoulder into the
kitchen. “Want some?”
“That actually sounds perfect. I’ll start the fire.”
After a quick trip to the kitchen to round up mugs, sugar, and the cocoa canister, I came back to find
that Mom had a kettle of water on the woodburning
stove. I perched myself on the arm of the sofa and
handed her a mug.
“How did you know you were in love with Dad?” I asked, striving to sound casual. There was always
the chance that discussing Dad would bring on a tearfest, something I hoped to avoid.
Mom settled into the sofa and propped her feet up on the coffee table. “I didn’t. Not until we’d been
married about a year.”
It wasn’t the answered I’d expected. “Then … why did you marry him?”
“Because I thought I was in love. And when you think you’re in love, you’re willing to stick it out and
make it work until it is love.”
“Were you scared?”
“To marry him?” She laughed. “That was the exciting part. Shopping for a gown, reserving the chapel,
wearing my diamond solitaire.”
I pictured Patch’s mischievous smile. “Were you ever scared of Dad?”
“Whenever the New England Patriots lost.”
Whenever the Patriots lost, my dad went to the garage and revved up his chainsaw. Two autumns ago he
hauled the chainsaw
to the woods behind our property, felled ten trees, and diced them into firewood.
We still have more than half the pile to burn through.
Mom patted the sofa beside her, and I curled up against her, resting my head on her shoulder. “I miss
him,” I said.
“Me too.”
“I’m afraid I’ll forget what he looked like. Not in pictures, but hanging around on a Saturday morning
in sweats, making scrambled eggs.”
Mom laced her fingers through mine. “You’ve always been so much like him, right from the start.”
“Really?” I sat up. “In what way?”
“He was a good student, very clever. He wasn’t flashy or outspoken,
but people respected him.”
“Was Dad ever … mysterious?”
Mom seemed to turn this over in her mind. “Mysterious people have a lot of secrets. Your father was
very open.”
“Was he ever rebellious?”
She gave a short, startled laugh. “Did you see him that way? Harrison Grey, the world’s most ethical
accountant … rebellious?” She gave a theatrical gasp. “Heaven forbid! He did wear his hair long for a
while. It was wavy and blond—like a surfer’s. Of course, his hornrimmed
glasses killed the look. So
… do I dare ask what got us on this subject?”
I had no idea how to explain my conflicting feelings for Patch to my mom. I had no idea how to explain
Patch, period. My mom was probably expecting a description that included his parents’ names, his
GPA, the varsity sports he played, and which colleges he planned on applying to. I didn’t want to alarm
her by saying I was willing to bet my piggy bank that Patch had a rap sheet. “There’s this guy,” I said,
unable to hold back a smile at the thought of Patch. “We’ve been hanging out lately. Mostly school
stuff.”
“Ooh, a boy,” she said mysteriously. “Well? Is he in the Chess Club? Student Council? The tennis
team?”
“He likes pool,” I offered optimistically.
“A swimmer! Is he as cute as Michael Phelps? Of course, I always leaned toward Ryan Lochte when it
came to appearances.”
I thought about correcting my mom. On second thought, it was probably best not to clarify. Pool,
swimming … close enough, right?
The phone rang and Mom stretched across the sofa to answer it. Ten seconds into the call she flopped
back against the sofa and slapped a hand to her forehead. “No, it’s not a problem. I’ll run over, pick it
up, and bring it by first thing tomorrow morning.”
“Hugo?” I asked after she hung up. Hugo was my mom’s boss, and to say he called all the time was
putting it mildly. Once, he’d called her into work on a Sunday because he couldn’t figure out how to
operate the copy machine.
“He left some unfinished paperwork in the office and needs me to run over. I have to make copies, but I
shouldn’t be gone more than an hour. Have you finished your homework?”
“Not yet.”
“Then I’ll tell myself we couldn’t have spent time together even if I was here.” She sighed and rose to
her feet. “See you in an hour?”
“Tell Hugo he should pay you more.”
She laughed. “A lot more.”
As soon as I had the house to myself, I cleared the breakfast dishes off the kitchen table and made room
for my textbooks. English, world history, biology. Arming myself with a brandnew
number two pencil,
I flipped open the top book and went to work.
Fifteen minutes later my mind rebelled, refusing to digest another paragraph on European feudal
systems. I wondered what Patch was doing after he got off work. Homework? Hard to believe. Eating
pizza and watching basketball on TV? Maybe, but it didn’t feel right. Placing bets and playing pool at
Bo’s Arcade? It seemed like a good guess.
I had the unexplainable desire to drive to Bo’s and defend my earlier behavior, but the thought was
quickly put into perspective by the simple fact that I didn’t have time. My mom would be home in less
time than it took to make the halfhour
drive there. Not to mention, Patch wasn’t the kind of guy I could
just go hunt down. In the past, our meetings had operated on his schedule, not mine. Always.
I climbed the stairs to change into something comfy. I pushed on my bedroom door and took three steps
inside before stopping short. My dresser drawers were yanked out, clothes strewn across the floor. The
bed was ripped apart. The closet doors were open, hanging askew by their hinges. Books and picture
frames littered the floor.
I saw the reflection of movement in the window across the room and swung around. He stood against
the wall behind me, dressed head to toe in black and wearing the ski mask. My brain was in a swirling
fog, just beginning to transmit run! to my legs, when he lunged for the window, threw it open, and
ducked lithely out.
I took the stairs down three at a time. I flung myself around the banister, flew down the hall to the
kitchen, and dialed 911.
Fifteen minutes later a patrol car bumped into the driveway. Shaking, I unbolted the door and let the
two officers in. The first officer to step inside was short and thickwaisted
with saltandpepper
hair.
The other was tall and lean with hair almost as dark as Patch’s, but cropped above his ears. In a strange
way, he vaguely resembled Patch. Mediterranean complexion, symmetrical face, eyes with an edge.
They introduced themselves; the darkhaired
officer was Detective Basso. His partner was Detective
Holstijic.
“Are you Nora Grey?” Detective Holstijic asked.
I nodded.
“Your parents home?”
“My mom left a few minutes before I called 911.”
“So you’re home alone?”
Another nod.
“Why don’t you tell us what happened?” he asked, crossing his arms and planting his feet wide, while
Detective Basso walked a few paces inside the house and took a look around.
“I came home at eight and did some homework,” I said. “When I went up to my bedroom, I saw him.
Everything was a mess. He tore my room apart.”
“Did you recognize him?”
“He was wearing a ski mask. And the lights were off.”
“Any distinguishing marks? Tattoos?”
“No.”
“Height? Weight?”
I delved reluctantly into my shortterm
memory. I didn’t want to relive the moment, but it was
important that I recall any clues. “Average weight, but a little on the tall side. About the same size as
Detective Basso.”
“Did he say anything?”
I shook my head.
Detective Basso reappeared and said, “All clear,” to his partner. Then he climbed to the second floor.
The floorboards creaked overhead as he moved down the hall, opening and shutting doors.
Detective Holstijic cracked the front door and squatted to examine the deadbolt. “Was the door
unlocked or damaged when you came home?”
“No. I used my key to get in. My mom was asleep in the living room.”
Detective Basso appeared at the top of the stairs.
“Can you show us what’s damaged?” he asked me.
Detective Holstijic and I climbed the stairs together, and I led the way down the hall to where Detective
Basso stood just inside my bedroom door with his hands on his hips, surveying my room.
I held perfectly still, a tingle of fear creeping through me. My bed was made. My pajamas were in a
heap on my pillow, just the way I’d left them this morning. My dresser drawers were shut, picture
frames arranged neatly on top. The trunk at the foot of the bed was closed. The floors were clean. The
window drapes hung in long, smooth panels, one on either side of the closed window.
“You said you saw the intruder,” said Detective Basso. He was staring down at me with hard eyes that
didn’t miss a thing. Eyes that were expert at filtering lies.
I stepped inside the room, but it lacked the familiar touch of comfort and safety. There was an
underlying note of violation and menace. I pointed across the room at the window, trying to hold my
hand steady. “When I walked in, he jumped out the window.”
Detective Basso glanced out the window. “Long way to the ground,” he observed. He attempted to open
the window. “Did you lock it after he left?”
“No. I ran downstairs and called 911.”
“Somebody locked it.” Detective Basso was still eyeing me with razor eyes, his mouth pressed in a tight
line.
“Not sure anybody’d be able to get away after a jump like that,” Detective Holstijic said, joining his
partner at the window. “They’d be lucky to get off with a broken leg.”
“Maybe he didn’t jump, maybe he climbed down the tree,” I said.
Detective Basso whipped his head around. “Well? Which is it? Did he climb or jump? He could have
pushed past you and gone out the front door. That would be the logical option. That’s what I’d have
done. I’m going to ask once more. Think real careful. Did you really see someone in your room
tonight?”
He didn’t believe me. He thought I’d invented it. For a moment I was tempted to think similarly. What
was wrong with me? Why was my reality convoluted? Why did the truth never match up? For the sake
of my sanity, I told myself it wasn’t me. It was him. The guy in the ski mask. He was doing this. I didn’t
know how, but he was to blame.
Detective Holstijic broke the tense silence by saying, “When will your parents be home?”
“I live with my mom. She had to make a quick trip to the office.”
“We need to ask you both a few questions,” he continued. He pointed for me to take a seat on my bed,
but I shook my head numbly. “Have you recently broken up with a boyfriend?”
“No.”
“How about drugs? Have you had a problem, now or in the past?”
“No.”
“You mentioned that you live with your mom. How about Dad? Where’s he?”
“This was a mistake,” I said. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have called.”
The two officers exchanged looks. Detective Holstijic shut his eyes and massaged the inner corners.
Detective Basso looked like he’d wasted enough time and was ready to blow it off.
“We’ve got things to do,” he said. “Are you going to be all right here alone until your mom gets back?”
I hardly heard him; I couldn’t pull my eyes off the window. How was he doing it? Fifteen minutes. He
had fifteen minutes to find a way back inside and put the room in order before the police arrived. And
with me downstairs the whole time. At the realization that we’d been alone in the house together, I
shuddered.
Detective Holstijic extended his business card. “Could you have your mom call us when she gets in?”
“We’ll see ourselves out,” Detective Basso said. He was already halfway down the hall.