Hush, Hush Chapter 9

CHAPTER 9
I CUT THROUGH THE CROWD INSIDE THE ARCADE, PASSING the concession counter and
restrooms. When the foosball tables came into view, Vee wasn’t at any of them. Neither were Elliot or
Jules.
“Looks like they left,” Patch said. His eyes might have held a sliver of amusement. Then again, with
Patch, it could just as easily have been something entirely different. “Looks like you need a ride.”
“Vee wouldn’t leave me,” I said, standing on my tiptoes to see over the top of the crowd. “They’re
probably playing table tennis.”
I edged sideways through the crowd while Patch followed behind, tipping back a can of soda he’d
bought on our way in. He’d offered to buy me one, but in my current state, I wasn’t sure I could hold it
down.
There was no trace of Vee or Elliot at table tennis.
“Maybe they’re at the pinball machines,” Patch suggested. He was definitely making fun of me.
I felt myself go a little red in the face. Where was Vee?
Patch held out his soda. “Sure you don’t want a drink?”
I looked from the can to Patch. Just because my blood warmed at the thought of putting my mouth
where his had been didn’t mean I had to tell him.
I dug through my purse and pulled out my cell. The screen on my phone was black and refused to turn
on. I didn’t understand how the battery could be dead when I’d charged it right before I left. I pushed
the on button again and again, but nothing happened.
Patch said, “My offer’s still on the table.”
I thought I’d be safer hitching a ride from a stranger. I was still shaken over what had happened on the
Archangel, and no matter how many times I tried to flush it out, the image of falling repeated through
my head. I was falling … and then the ride was over. Just like that. It was the most terrifying thing I’d
ever been through. Almost as terrifying, I was the only one who’d seemed to notice. Not even Patch,
who’d been right beside me.
I smacked my palm to my forehead. “Her car. She’s probably waiting for me in the parking lot.”
Thirty minutes later I’d canvassed the entire lot. The Neon was gone. I couldn’t believe Vee had left
without me. Maybe there’d been an emergency. I had no way of knowing, since I couldn’t check the
messages on my cell. I tried to hold my emotions in check, but if she had left me, I had an ample
amount of anger simmering under the surface, ready to spill out.
“Out of options yet?” asked Patch.
I bit my lip, pondering my other options. I had no other options. Unfortunately, I wasn’t sure I was
ready to take Patch up on his offer. On an ordinary day he exuded danger. Tonight there was a potent
mix of danger, threat, and mystery all thrown together.
Finally I blew out a sigh and prayed I wasn’t about to make a mistake.
“You’ll take me straight home,” I said. It sounded more like a question than an order.
“If that’s what you want.”
I was about to ask Patch if he’d noticed anything strange on the Archangel, when I stopped myself. I
was too scared to ask. What if I hadn’t fallen? What if I’d imagined the whole thing? What if I was
seeing things that weren’t really happening? First the guy in the ski mask. Now this. I was pretty sure
Patch’s mindspeaking
was real, but everything else? Not so sure.
Patch walked a few parking spaces over. A shiny black motorcycle rested on its kickstand. He swung on
and tipped his head at the seat behind him. “Hop on.”
“Wow. Nice bike,” I said. Which was a lie. It looked like a glossy black death trap. I had never been on
a motorcycle in my life, ever. I wasn’t sure I wanted to change that tonight.
“I like the feel of the wind on my face,” I continued, hoping my bravado masked my terror of moving at
speeds upward of sixtyfive
miles an hour with nothing standing between me and the road.
There was one helmet—black with a tinted visor—and he held it out for me.
Taking it, I swung my leg over the bike and realized how insecure I felt with nothing but a narrow strip
of seat beneath me. I slid the helmet over my curls and strapped it under my chin.
“Is it hard to drive?” I asked. What I really meant was, Is it safe?
“No,” Patch said, answering both my spoken and unspoken questions. He laughed softly. “You’re tense.
Relax.”
When he pulled out of the parking space, the explosion of movement startled me; I’d been holding on to
his shirt with just enough of the fabric between my fingers to keep my balance. Now I wrapped my
arms around him in a backward bear hug.
Patch accelerated onto the highway, and my thighs squeezed around him. I hoped I was the only one
who noticed.
When we reached my house, Patch eased the bike up the fogdrenched
driveway, killed the engine, and
swung off. I removed my helmet, balancing it carefully on the seat in front of me, and opened my
mouth to say something along the lines of Thanks for the ride, I’ll see you on Monday.
The words dissolved as Patch crossed the driveway and headed up the porch steps.
I couldn’t begin to speculate what he was doing. Walking me to the door? Highly improbable. Then …
what?
I climbed the porch after him and found him at the door. I watched, divided between confusion and
escalating concern, as he drew a set of familiar keys from his pocket and inserted my house key into the
bolt.
I lowered my handbag down my shoulder and unzipped the compartment where I stored my keys. They
weren’t inside.
“Give me back my keys,” I said, disconcerted at not knowing how my keys had come into his
possession.
“You dropped them in the arcade when you were hunting for your cell,” he said.
“I don’t care where I dropped them. Give them back.”
Patch held up his hands, claiming innocence, and backed away from the door. He leaned one shoulder
against the bricks and watched me step up to the lock. I attempted to turn the key. It wouldn’t budge.
“You jammed it,” I said, rattling the key. I dropped back a step. “Go ahead. Try it. It’s stuck.”
With a sharp click, he turned the key. Hand poised on the handle, he arched his eyebrows as if to say
May I?
I swallowed, burying a surge of mutual fascination and disquiet. “Go ahead. You’re not going to walk in
on anyone. I’m home alone.”
“The whole night?”
Immediately, I realized it might not have been the smartest thing to say. “Dorothea will be coming
soon.” That was a lie. Dorothea was long gone. It was close to midnight.
“Dorothea?”
“Our housekeeper. She’s old—but strong. Very strong.” I tried to squeeze past him. Unsuccessfully.
“Sounds frightening,” he said, retrieving the key from the lock. He held it out for me.
“She can clean a toilet inside and out in under a minute. More like terrifying.” Taking the key, I edged
around him. I fully intended to shut the door between us, but as I turned about, Patch filled the
doorway, his arms braced on either side of the frame.
“You’re not going to invite me in?” he asked.
I blinked. Invite him in? To my house? With no one else home?
Patch said, “It’s late.” His eyes followed mine closely, reflecting a wayward glint. “You must be
hungry.”
“No. Yes. I mean, yes, but—”
Suddenly he was inside.
I took three steps back; he nudged the door closed with his foot. “You like Mexican?” he asked.
“I—” I’d like to know what you’re doing inside my house!
“Tacos?”
“Tacos?” I echoed.
This seemed to amuse him. “Tomatoes, lettuce, cheese.”
“I know what a taco is!”
Before I could stop him, he strode past me into the house. At the end of the hall, he steered left. To the
kitchen.
He went to the sink and ran the tap while scrubbing soap halfway up his arms. Apparently having made
himself at home, he went to the pantry first, then browsed the fridge, bringing out items here and there
—salsa, cheese, lettuce, a tomato. Then he dug through the drawers and found a knife.
I suspect I was halfway to panicking at the image of Patch holding a knife when something else caught
my eye. I took two steps forward and squinted at my reflection in one of the skillets hanging from the
pot rack. My hair! It looked like a giant tumbleweed had rolled on top of my head. I clapped a hand to
my mouth.
Patch smiled. “You come by your red hair naturally?”
I stared at him. “I don’t have red hair.”
“I hate to break it to you, but it’s red. I could light it on fire and it wouldn’t turn any redder.”
“It’s brown.” So maybe I had the teeniest, tiniest, most infinitesimal amount of auburn in my hair. I was
still a brunette. “It’s the lighting,” I said.
“Yeah, maybe it’s the lightbulbs.” His smile brought up both sides of his mouth, and a dimple surfaced.
“I’ll be right back,” I said, hurrying out of the kitchen.
I went upstairs and coaxed my hair into a ponytail. With that out of the way, I pulled my thoughts
together. I wasn’t entirely comfortable with the idea of Patch roaming freely through my house— armed
with a knife. And my mom would kill me if she found out I’d invited Patch inside when Dorothea
wasn’t here.
“Can I take a rain check?” I asked upon finding him still hard at work in the kitchen two minutes later. I
placed a hand on my stomach, signaling that it was bothering me. “Queasy,” I said. “I think it was the
ride home.”
He paused in his chopping and looked up. “I’m almost finished.”
I noticed he’d exchanged knives for a bigger—and sharper— blade.
As if he had a window to my thoughts, he held up the knife, examining it. The blade gleamed in the
light. My stomach clenched.
“Put the knife down,” I instructed quietly.
Patch looked from me to the knife and back again. After a minute he laid it down in front of him. “I’m
not going to hurt you, Nora.”
“That’s … reassuring,” I managed to say, but my throat was tight and dry.
He spun the knife, handle pointing toward me. “Come here. I’ll teach you how to make tacos.”
I didn’t move. There was a glint to his eye that made me think I should be frightened of him … and I
was. But that fright was equal part allure. There was something extremely unsettling about being near
him. In his presence, I didn’t trust myself.
“How about a … deal?” His face was bent down, shadowed, and he looked up at me through his lashes.
The effect was an impression of trustworthiness. “Help me make tacos, and I’ll answer a few of your
questions.”
“My questions?”
“I think you know what I mean.”
I knew exactly what he meant. He was giving me a glimpse into his private world. A world where he
could speak to my mind. Again he knew exactly what to say, at exactly the right moment.
Without a word, I moved beside him. He slid the cutting board in front of me.
“First,” he said, coming behind me and placing his hands on the counter, just outside of mine, “choose
your tomato.” He dipped his head so his mouth was at my ear. His breath was warm, tickling my skin.
“Good. Now pick up the knife.”
“Does the chef always stand this close?” I asked, not sure if I liked or feared the flutter his closeness
caused inside me.
“When he’s revealing culinary secrets, yes. Hold the knife like you mean it.”
“I am.”
“Good.” Stepping back, he gave me a thorough twiceover,
seemingly scrutinizing any imperfections—
his eyes shifted up and down, here and there. For one unnerving moment, I thought I saw a secret smile
of approval. “Cooking isn’t taught,” Patch said. “It’s inherent. Either you’ve got it or you don’t. Like
chemistry. You think you’re ready for chemistry?”
I pressed the knife down through the tomato; it split in two, each half rocking gently on the cutting
board. “You tell me. Am I ready for chemistry?”
Patch made a deep sound I couldn’t decipher and grinned.
After dinner Patch carried our plates to the sink. “I’ll wash, you dry.” Hunting through the drawers to
the side of the sink, he found a dish towel and slung it playfully at me.
“I’m ready to ask you those questions,” I said. “Starting with that night at the library. Did you follow
me …”
I trailed off. Patch leaned lazily against the counter. Dark hair flipped out from under his ball cap. A
smile tugged at his mouth. My thoughts dissolved and just like that, a new thought broke the surface of
my mind.
I wanted to kiss him. Right now.
Patch arched his eyebrows. “What?”
“Uh—nothing. Nothing at all. You wash, I’ll dry.”
It didn’t take long to finish the dishes, and when we had, we found ourselves cramped in the space near
the sink. Patch moved to take the dish towel from me, and our bodies touched. Neither of us moved,
holding to the fragile link that welded us together.
I stepped back first.
“Scared?” he murmured.
“No.”
“Liar.”
My pulse edged up a degree. “I’m not scared of you.”
“No?”
I spoke without thinking. “Maybe it’s just that I’m scared of—” I cursed myself for even beginning the
sentence. What was I supposed to say now? I was not about to admit to Patch that everything about him
frightened me. It would be giving him permission to provoke me further. “Maybe it’s just that I’m
scared of … of—”
“Liking me?”
Relieved that I didn’t have to finish my own sentence, I automatically answered, “Yes.” I realized too
late what I’d confessed. “I mean, no! Definitely no. That is not what I was trying to say!”
Patch laughed softly.
“The truth is, part of me is definitely not comfortable around you,” I said.
“But?”
I gripped the counter behind me for support. “But at the same time I feel a scary attraction to you.”
Patch grinned.
“You are way too cocky,” I said, using my hand to push him back a step.
He trapped my hand against his chest and yanked my sleeve down past my wrist, covering my hand with
it. Just as quickly, he did the same thing with the other sleeve. He held my shirt by the cuffs, my hands
captured. My mouth opened in protest.
Reeling me closer, he didn’t stop until I was directly in front of him. Suddenly he lifted me onto the
counter. My face was level with his. He fixed me with a dark, inviting smile. And that’s when I realized
this moment had been dancing around the edge of my fantasies for several days now.
“Take off your hat,” I said, the words tumbling out before I could stop them.
He slid it around, the brim facing backward.
I scooted to the edge of the counter, my legs dangling one on either side of him. Something inside of
me was telling me to stop—but I swept that voice to the far back of my mind.
He spread his hands on the counter, just outside my hips. Tilting his head to one side, he moved closer.
His scent, which was all damp dark earth, overwhelmed me.
I inhaled two sharp breaths. No. This wasn’t right. Not this, not with Patch. He was frightening. In a
good way, yes. But also in a bad way. A very bad way.
“You should go,” I breathed. “You should definitely go.”
“Go here?” His mouth was on my shoulder. “Or here?” It moved up my neck.
My brain couldn’t process one logical thought. Patch’s mouth was roaming north, up over my jaw,
gently sucking at my skin… .
“My legs are falling asleep,” I blurted. It wasn’t a total lie. I was experiencing tingling sensations all
through my body, legs included.
“I could solve that.” Patch’s hands closed on my hips.
Suddenly my cell phone rang. I jumped at the sound of it and fumbled it out of my pocket.
“Hi, sweetheart,” my mom said cheerfully.
“Can I call you back?”
“Sure. What’s going on?”
I shut the phone. “You need to leave,” I told Patch. “Right now.”
He’d slid his baseball cap back around. His mouth was the only feature I could see beneath it, and it
curved in a mischievous smile. “You’re not wearing makeup.”
“I must have forgotten it.”
“Sweet dreams tonight.”
“Sure. No problem.” What had he said?
“About that party tomorrow night …”
“I’ll think about it,” I managed to say.
Patch tucked a piece of paper inside my pocket, his touch sending hot sensations down my legs. “Here’s
the address. I’ll be looking for you. Come alone.”
A moment later I heard the front door close behind him. A fiery blush worked its way up my face. Too
close, I thought. There was nothing wrong with fire … as long as you didn’t stand too close. Something
to keep in mind.
I leaned back against the cabinets, taking short, shallow breaths.